a brief hiatus
Lots on the mind.
The well starts saturday.
Im nervous.
Pray for me.
Pray for the well.
I'm gonna put the study on matthew on hold for a few days. we'll get back to it on monday. Its interesting to look back not only 6 months ago and see how much God has done in my life. 6 months ago I wasn't working at hunter's. If anything my relationship with God was rough, rocky, and intermitent. I led multiple lives. To see where he has brought me in such a short amount of time, is amazing. God has turned me into this sponge, able to soak in all kinds of knowledge and understanding. Never before in my life have I read more books in such a short amount of time. Neither have I ever read my bible on a regular basis up until recently.
I have faith in God to do amazing things at the well. I have no expectations, I find that when I start to form expectations I usually end up forcing things to go my way and cry about them when they dont. I don't want my body to get in the way. I don't want my past to get in the way. I used to be a terrible person. Completely selfish and self centered. Now all I want to do is live my life for Christ. I have faith that God will give me the words. I know he will. Without God, I can't do much. anything. Through God all things are possible.
This faith in knowing God loves me is hard. I'm not gonna stand here and say being a christian is easy and all your problems will go away and you will hit the lotto eventually. The thing is God is always real. God is always relating to us. But are we relating to God? Thats why I post this stuff. I'm trying to pick it out and relate to it. I want to relate to God. I need to relate to God. I need to know that God is real. and I do. God is real. I can relate, and be in a relationship.
The well starts saturday.
Im nervous.
Pray for me.
Pray for the well.
I'm gonna put the study on matthew on hold for a few days. we'll get back to it on monday. Its interesting to look back not only 6 months ago and see how much God has done in my life. 6 months ago I wasn't working at hunter's. If anything my relationship with God was rough, rocky, and intermitent. I led multiple lives. To see where he has brought me in such a short amount of time, is amazing. God has turned me into this sponge, able to soak in all kinds of knowledge and understanding. Never before in my life have I read more books in such a short amount of time. Neither have I ever read my bible on a regular basis up until recently.
I have faith in God to do amazing things at the well. I have no expectations, I find that when I start to form expectations I usually end up forcing things to go my way and cry about them when they dont. I don't want my body to get in the way. I don't want my past to get in the way. I used to be a terrible person. Completely selfish and self centered. Now all I want to do is live my life for Christ. I have faith that God will give me the words. I know he will. Without God, I can't do much. anything. Through God all things are possible.
This faith in knowing God loves me is hard. I'm not gonna stand here and say being a christian is easy and all your problems will go away and you will hit the lotto eventually. The thing is God is always real. God is always relating to us. But are we relating to God? Thats why I post this stuff. I'm trying to pick it out and relate to it. I want to relate to God. I need to relate to God. I need to know that God is real. and I do. God is real. I can relate, and be in a relationship.
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