Back in the passinger's seat

So tons of stuff is still happening. Technically its now been christmas eve for 16, no 17 minutes. I took John Sigworth's offer. I'll be moving in with him in the end of January. The decision to move in with John on the wesleyan campus had really got me thinking about going to school more seriously. So I went and applied to be a full time student at middlesex community college. Heres the current time line:
christmas eve
christmas
counseling
unh transcripts
philadelphia
new jersey
register for classes
surgery
new hampshire
move in with john
start taking classes
I've only gone as far as January 22. After that, its all up to God. Since I put God back in the driver's seat he has brought me to a place I never thought I'd get to. Things like hope, faith, endurance....these have meaning now. I'm beginning to see just over the horizon of this new day. Finding my identity in christ, not in my pain.
Finding that I am loved, not looking for someone to love.
Finding that Jesus is a much better driver than me.

its late

Its been an amazing past few weeks. There has been a ton of stuff God is doing in my life. It looks like I'll be moving to middletown in late january after my surgery. If all goes well, I may be enrolled at wesleyan for next semester. Emotionally, the foundation is being laid for me to feel and think free of any fears and insecurities. Spiritually, I'm becoming more in tune with what God is doing everyday and in my surroundings. Mentally, I love learning. Every second i get I'm learning something new here. Physically, my knees are degrading. The light at the end of the tunnel burns brighter as we round the end of December and the beginning of Christmas. Surgery scheduled for January 12th, both knees same time...and in theory I should be able to walk out when they are done....hopefully without the cane. That is, unless, I find a super classy cane. Or if I get a cane with a sword inside. In either of those cases I shall walk with a cane forever. (if I find a classy cane with a sword inside I might try and get it grafted to my arm.) There aren't enough hours in the day.

looking up

things are really looking up.
God has put me on the fast track.
There is stuff happening that I couldn't begin to explain.
true answers to prayer.