couple days up at Uconn

I got the news from the doctor Tuesday night. Tuesday was a bit harder than Monday. Monday had its own complications, but Tuesday....ugh. Tuesday started with a funeral, friend of the family, member of the church, poster child for recovery, heart failure. Funerals suck in general, I thought I'd just stick around for the food, because I ran sound for the service...but I had lost my appetite. The rest of Tuesday was spent with my mind getting the best of me. Sometimes I think I'm the most paranoid person in the world.

As I had said earlier, the doctor called Tuesday night. It was a good news / bad news situation. Good news, no torn ligaments or tendons. Bad news, the same "joint problem" in both knees. That statement was promptly followed by a "I'd like to see you as soon as possible" type statement. I asked about work, he dodged the question. I asked if it explains why my knees lock up, or give out, he said "um...yes".

Gotta take the bad with the good I guess.

So I decided, naturally, to go to Uconn for a few days. I connect so much with people up there. Especially Tim, same wavelength type stuff. Regrettably, I didn't get as much time as I had anticipated to spend with him up there. It was a friends birthday and I felt obliged to be with both.

Anyway, I find out tomorrow morning 1045 am whats going on with my knees. Its going to be an interesting next few days.

In the mean time, I think I would like to use this once again as a tool for bible study, and less a tool for complaining. Often, thats all I feel like I'm doing on here if I'm not talking about Jesus. So I think its high time we put an end to this season of drought.

And thats that.