Vince vs. Jennifer

Just got done watching "the break up". If anyone would like a realistic look into my life 2 years ago, go watch me film. Its scary how close to my life that movie came. It Makes me again realize how far I have come, and how blessed I am by God.

Blessed.
I think I almost feel like I expect God to bless me. Is that wrong? I got this prophecy in May, hit me huge and since then its almost like I expect God to bless me for it. I've kinda been dealing a lot lately with issues of codependence and how I manipulate people to get what I want. Whether it be a high five and a good job, or drinks at the bar, or a ride up to Uconn. I feel terrible for these things, but am I trying to use the same tactics on God? Like he won't know...

The knees need surgery, both of them. They are being ripped out of the socket and pulled toward the outside of my leg. Due to over tense muscles in my quads. It actually springs from my back. My back pulls my hip, pulls my thigh,pulls my knee cap.
hooray for drugs
and goodnight